Just a little shaken from my interview with Rehv, I decide to find someone who will be a bit safer to talk to. Probably. I pass by a library on my way through the large island mansion and remember the angel. Surely an angel would be safe to talk to. I go inside to find him with his lover, Tripp. The latter man's stare is a little distracting but I manage to not shudder and keep my focus on Lass. "Care to spare a minute to answer a few questions for me?"
Lass tried to not chuckle at Kayh's reaction to Tripp. But he knew she would of been like that, and knew that she would come. "Do you wish for me to stay here, or come elsewhere with you?" Though he already knew the answer, it was polite to ask.
"Perhaps come with me just over there?" I ask, not wanting to take him too far from his lover but not really comfortable with sitting near Tripp.
"Sure," Lass said with a little chuckle, and kissed his lovers cheek, before escorting the younger human over to where she had indicated.
I get comfortable in the plush seats of the library, glad my interviewee is a gentleman this time. "So," I say, deciding to skip the easier questions. "How it's like being a light creature surrounded by so many vampires?"
Lass just shrugged, "those of the fallen aren't so full of light as you would think," he said with a mysterious little glint in his eye.
"But you are not currently fallen, are you?" I ask, assuming he still had his wings intact. For now.
"I can be fallen, sweetpea and have my wings." Lass said with a smirk, "you see, fallen just means shunning the Fates and their plans, being a little naughty and sharing the things I shouldn't. Being clipped, that means I've lost my wings." He winks at her, and smiles. Feeling that she was comfortable around him.
I smile, definitely feeling comfortable around Lass as opposed to Rehv. "Does it make it easier to be around the vampires and the shadow then?"
"To be fair, I've never been bothered about being around the shadow, or vampires. I mean, my 'charge' if you would like to call her, is a vampire. And was destined to be one. Light or dark, there is always a murky grey area." Lass said with a shrug, he wanted to dodge the situation of the shadow if he could though, for he already knew of the alternate world. Of course he did. What didn't he know?
"So tell me about your relationship with the shadow?" I ask. He just had to know I was going to go there. Surely, being a supposedly all knowing creature, he would know about the alternate world.
Lass just snorted, and shook his head. People were getting far too predictiable, only Tripp ever surprised him. Rarely, but it had been know. "We've known each other since time began, we've help one and other occasionally, and at one time I loved Saya, as wrong as it was. I know of the alternate world, and what happened there. I've no regrets of how I chose to live my life in this one," he said and gave her a pointed look, but with a friendly smile.
"So there's not chance that your illicit feelings for each other will just...pop up all the sudden here?" I ask.
Lass started laughing, "I doubt it. We're both very happy with those we are with now. I wouldn't do anything to ruin what I have with Tripp. I've never been more happy than I have with him. I'm sure 'Tobias' would say the same about Aella though, right?" He said with a smile, one thing he'd noticed about each world, in both he was happy to love the ones he did. And neither of them wanted more or less. The other Lass had gone weird, with the want of Athena, and then that she'd messed things up with Tripp for him as well. But that was okay, it had worked out just fine for the both of them.
I smile to hear him laugh. Such a pretty sound. A bit distracting but I continue on. "So it's not weird then to be dating your charge and ex's twin brother, who is also the ex of her current love?"
"You know, it should be," Lass agreed, because it was a rather confusing situation. "I feel we're all passed that point though, we're at that age, were we feel that love is love, and as long as everyone is happy, what's the harm? I wouldn't ever stop Kalen doing anything to help Tripp from jealousy, and neither would Kalen with me. I wouldn't say that Kalen and I are friends, but we're certainly not on bad terms, seeing as we all seem to be dating the others ex, or twin. It's just not like that," he smiled at the thought. It had worked out better than he thought it might of.
"Did you know when you were persuing Athena before that you would end up with her brother? Or was that something that just happened?"
"That was something that just happened. When I was persuing Athena, I kept her brother a secret from her, because back then I was keeping to the rules. I badly wished I hadn't though, I feel terrible that I kept them apart, now they're not at all as close as they should be." Lass said with a sigh, he did feel badly about it as well. "But, the thing with Tripp, it was purely accidental. I don't even understand how we went from talking, to me falling over, and then kissing by accident. Then that turning into intimate past times on the beach you know?" He found it rather amusing now, but at the time he'd been pretty shocked, in fairness he didn't even know he was bi.
I smile, sure that my next question is going to cross some line, but curiousity wins over some times. "So then, which of them is the better lover?"
"Oh, you can't at all ask me that." Lass said with a chuckle, he'd not answer either, not directly. "They are both pretty awesome in their own ways," he said and stuck his tongue out at Kayh.
"I already did ask you that, actually," I say with a grin and laugh at his reaction. "I didn't expect you to answer though. "So back to Tripp then, why is that you don't seem to know things that are going to happen in the future when it comes to him?"
"You did! And you'd be surprised how alike the twins are, in most ways," Lass said just to be that way, and throw Kayh off slightly. "Well.....for loving him, and because I was going to tell him something, They, meaning the bitchy Fat ass Fates," he said with just a little venom, did not like them women at all, "blinded me to his future. Just so I wouldn't be tempted to save him. Still, They failed. Because no matter what They throw at him, I'll save him everytime if I have too, bitch at Him to bring my lover back to me as well."
"Was that hard for you? That he died rather than Athena that one time?" I ask. Obviously he couldn't have expected that to happen. The Tripp in this time was not a selfless person.
"I hadn't expected it, I didn't at all think he would do it. Not because I think Tripp is a bad person, because I know he would do anything for those he loved, I just didn't realise he loved Athena already. Bad judgement on my part, I guess." Lass said and ruffled his hair for a second, and let out a long breath. "Hard, isn't really the best word to describe it. More, like....excruitating."
"So onto a happier topic then," I say, glad enough to talk about something away from death. "Where are you going to get married? The beach you two fell in lust at?"
"We've not really decided yet, though that's not a bad idea." Lass said with a chuckle. He was pretty sure they were supposed to get married at the tavern, but he's forgotten. "We should really get a move on and plan this stuff..."
"Probably should," I agree. "Is there something distracting you that's been keeping you from getting it all together for so long?"
Lass chuckles. quietly, "Tripp is pretty distracting on his own. But we was recently at the tavern with Athena, and Kalen. So, we helped rebuild. Protect against demon attacks, slayers, and just the general Tripp and Athena trying to get along thing.....I think they're making ground with that though, thankfully."
"Has she forgiven you yet then from keeping that a secret from her?" I ask, remembering how very angry she had gotten to learn that rather shocking fact about someone she didn't much like.
"No," Lass said and smiled, but he knew she would. "Not yet, but soon I think, and she never disliked Tripp, she just...didn't know how to handle the jealousy," he said with a grin, and tapped Kayhlin on the nose for being misinformed.
"Well Nicki's got the scoop on her, not me," I say with an innocent smile. "Does it make you nervous that the Elders are still after your fiancé?"
"Not really, I mean it's not like they can get him. If I was allowed, I would totally just.....dust them all. But, I have been told no..." Lass said and made a droopy face, for affect, but smiled shortly after. "Nah, if they come near Tripp, then I'll dust 'em."
I laugh at the thought of it. "Is there anyone at the house you'd like to dust sometimes? Or do you get on nicely with everyone?"
"I have no issues with any of them, surprisingly. I think they're all cool. I mean, I think the Halliways may well have issues with me, for I am an angel or something, I don't know. Rehv sometimes looks like he wants to smash my face in, but...I kinda get the impression he does with everyone?" Lass said and laughed a bit. Even in the beginning, he'd not been jealous of Kalen and Athy, oddly. He'd actually tried to help Athy talk to her love. It had helped, maybe a little bit. Other than that, he didn't think he didn't get on well with anyone.....
So now that you're fallen, do you regret it? How did it feel before you were fallen, just playing by the rules and not able to do anything?
"Well," Lass said and shifted his weight a bit in the chair, to cross one leg over his knee, "to be honest. I hated it. It was the hardest thing I've ever done, it never really bothered me before Athy, but watching her grow up from a child, into the strong woman she is today, being beaten and raped all the time, and not doing anything? It actually killed me a bit inside. I'll never regret the day I fell. Ever."
Why is it, do you think, that more angels do not fall? Or is not usual for your kind to get so attached to their charges?
"I don't think they do, I think many don't question His judgement, or the Fates." Lass said with a shrug, "to be fair, I feel many of them are so used to not questioning it, they never do. Or, something happens that changes their way of thinking."
"So what changed your way of thinking? Watching Athena get messed up? You can't be the only angel to see their charge hurt and react against it, as any normal person would. So why aren't more angels doing that?"
"Not many angels fall in love with their charges," Lass pointed out with a quirky smile, though the subject was uncomfortable for him, he'd not deliberately be unkind or rude to Kayh. "Most angels don't feel anything, they watch, they help when they are allowed and that's it. It takes an exceptional person to pull on our heart strings."
I smile, knowing he doesn't much like the topic and decide to move a little away from it. "What's it like to get your wings clipped? Do you think it's been worth it all the times that you have? Or would you change any of those times so that you'd not gotten them clipped?
Lass looked thoughtful for a moment, a small smile played upon his lips. "If you were me, and it was your beloved, would you regret it, hon?"
I answer with a laugh. "Probably not. Speaking of your love, are you excited about the wedding?" We'd covered it a little bit, but not as much as the fans would like, surely.
"Oh, I am. It's not something I've done before, to be honest. I mean, I wouldn't be surprised if a little half angel turned up at my doorstep one day, but marriage is definitely a first, I'm not even nervous, is that strange?" Lass had the biggest grin on his face when talking of his wedding, he did love Tripp terribly.
"Well maybe the nerves will catch up with you when the day comes?" I suggest, but not really knowing about it myself, I don't comment more. "What sort of wedding do you want?"
"Well, Tripp is a little different, so I'm guessing our wedding is going to be so as well, not that I really mind, I just want whatever he wants, what makes him happy." Lass said with a soft smile, "it's my soul purpose to make him smile. Lots."
"I'm sure, given his past, he appreciates it," I say with a smile. "How did you feel when he first asked you to marry him as a distraction?"
"Oh, I was at first shocked, and a little pissed off for sure. It's not really something I felt was fair to use against me so his twin could turn his mother, and break more rules, to get me into trouble," Lass said with a chuckle, funny, how he could laugh now. "But, I coul tell he meant it, almost instantly. I could feel how much he did, though he'd not deliberately meant it at first. But it wasn't a lie either. Weirdly, does that make sense?"
"A bit," I reply. "Does it ever frustrate you how both Athena and Tripp seem to have so very little disregard for the rules and aren't exactly the most predictable people in the world?"
"Nah, I like it, it keeps me on my toes." He said and laughed again, "I like things to not be boring, and for it to all be the same, I like it when they mix it up. It wasn't like it took me more than a couple of minutes to forgive them both for turning their mother, I think it helped my case slightly with Athena and not telling her about Tripp before. Though, I deserved her wrath then too."
"You did a bit," I agree with a smile. "Do you think if you had told her before that her relationship with Tripp would be more like it is in the alternate world?"
"I feel it would of, yeah. I think that she would of had more time to adjust before meeting her brother, rather than having him thrust upon her like he was," Lass agreed, with a little sad nod. "I want them to have that relationship, they both deserve it. I should of told her before, so she could of dealt with it, and then gone to find him. At least she wouldn't of looked like a fool either, when they first met." He had to hold back a chuckle at that, least Tripp hear and tell him off for it later.
"Well at least they know about each other now, right?" I ask. "That has to be something. Speaking of the alternate world, would you ever want to meet you other self, Tobias?"
"Yeah, I think I would," Lass said with a chuckle, "I mean, I know he's not really me anymore, but it would still be interesting right? To know how the other side lived, and all. I hear he is much like Yrael in his style of clothing, I have to see a version of me, that isn't a little punk dude."
"He is certainly more of a gentleman," I say with a chuckle, thinking of the differences in their attitudes. "What do you think you would say to him, if you two were to meet?"
"Dude, what's up.....maybe. Or just ask him how it is, to be reincarnated, to live with Yrael, how his life is. If he's happy, that sort of stuff I guess," Lass said with a shrug, he'd not really thought about it.
"Would you want to meet any of the others? Aella?" I ask, curious to see what he thought of the reincarnation of those two lovers.
"I would yeah, I think. It'd be cool to see Saya as a girl. Permanently." Lass said with a grin, because Saya was so often a boy in this world. "See how she turned out, when she's not a sneaky kitty."
I laugh at the thought of Saya as a sneaky kitty. "Do you think you could convince Saya to be a girl or would he be entirely opposed to it now? In alt, he seemed to enjoy being a female."
"Well, I think this one might enjoy it occasionally too, he likes to mess with people, and have power over them. But, to be fair I wouldn't try and convince him to be female, he should be who he wants to be." Lass said with a shrug, "I don't hear Louisa complaining that he's a dude. It's weird though, feeling love from the shadow when he's around her. Very weird."
"Why is that so weird? You're not used to feeling anything from him?" I ask, curious about the particular empathic power of his.
"Well, Saya doesn't really feel much about anything, I sometimes caught a little bit of worry when it came down to Ronan, but other than that, nothing really. He's much like angels, except the other side of the spectrum, I feel," Lass said thoughtfully, for it was likely true. "Like I said, it takes an exceptional person to make higher beings feel. I reckon Ronan and Louisa must really be something, they've both been through a lot too, so I guess that helps with making them who they are. But for Saya to care about either of them, it was a little shocking. If this Saya ever returned my feelings, then he hid it very well."
"Well your alternate self didn't seem to know that Saya loved him either, so perhaps he does or did hide it very well," I suggest with a smile. But happy questions aren't as interesting. "With so many people turning down your love, are you afraid that Tripp might do the same?"
"Not really, it was different with Athena, and Saya, the latter, as I said, I felt nothing from, with Athena, seeing as I was her first friend, and only friend for a long time, the first person to give her a flower and all of that, it was harder, because I always knew she loved me, but never in the way I wanted. It hurt more as well, to know she loved Spike once, with what he did to her, what he was going to do." Lass said with a small shrug, and rearranged himself so he was leaning forward with his arms across his leg, and looking back at Kayh. "With Tripp, I can feel how much he loves me, sometimes I just like to sit with him, close my eyes and feel it, it's very reassuring."
"Do you have any specific plans for your future with Tripp?" I ask, going back to something happier again. "Kids perhaps?"
Lass laughs a bit, "I don't see how kids would work. I mean, even if we had kids together and Athena granted us making him a woman for it, then...what would we make? It would either be a vampire, or an nephilim, because light and dark can't reside in the same body. Like we saw with Faith. You know? And, I mean we could adopt, but I've not really asked Tripp his take on kids you know." He rubbed his hand on the back of his head for a second, "I don't think him and Faith get on well either, though he was just awesome with Devyn. Who accepted it so very quickly that Tripp was his uncle."
"Well it might be something consider asking him about, hm?" I ask with a grin. "But that's all the questions I have for you. Thank you for your time." I would hug the angel but....
"You're welcome," Lass said and upon feeling her wanting a hug, he hugged her all softly and kissed her head.
I melt just a little bit at the affectionate angel and then take my leave so that my twin can take over before I became way too more infatuated with the angel.